Porn at Work?! NEVER... okay maybe some times

Hey gorgeous people!

So i have a funny story for you! I have just moved in to a new place with my friend and we dont have internet hooked up yet so I have been sneakily using facebook, buying shit and emailing at work.... and when no one else was around.... when the place was empty and I was there alone the occasional video on Xtube. This place is sooo fucking backwards with technology that I didn't think anyone would notice! In the whole center of over 60 people I am the one who seems to know the most about computers and by todays standards thats fuck all....


Anyway I get this email the other day- "We need to stop using our computers for personal use as there has been a lot of inappropriate activity lately" this was sent out to all management... Its like they know but they seem to be too embarrassed to say anything HAHAHA. I actually couldn't really care less if they bring it up so as long as they're too scared I figure Ill keep doing it until I get net sorted at home!!

Anyway I decided that I don't really like that guy that came around the other day but I have been dying for a fuck lately which isn't really like me. Mind you its usually because Im getting action- I now know how people who don't have sex feel and trust me... life isn't good for those people. The amount of inappropriate erections Iv had! Lucky Im not the kind of person to break out into a sweat and run out of a room trying to hide my tent!! Jesus how do these people do it??

Thats another thing I don't get... people in a relationship who stop having sex. When i was with my ex we had it over 9 times a week for sure. I don't get how people are like "the love just inst there" - guys Its just sex- you don't have to love someone to put your dick in them! .... Well i don't anyway- does this make me a bad person? I don think so- some times the best sex is the sex where you dont care about the other person! Thats where it can just be what it as and both people can just get exactly what they want and be done with it when its over.

I always wonder though am I speaking for myself? Or is this like a common thing?

god I love sex!

Also on a non sex note- I want to get one of those county things so I can see how many- (if any) times this thing gets read by people. As much as I love talking to myself it seems kind of silly to waste time writing it down. Does anyone know how to get one of those things??

Hope you guys are swell- shit weather on the way to where I am... woohoo

xoxo

Depressive People and my Surprise Obsession

Hey kids!

Looks who's posting again! and in less than a month!

So I have been sneakily following this girl on facebook... okay so its kind of stalking! But she has the most depressing status updates... shit like "why does no one care about me" and "I wish this pain would stop". It makes me so angry when people use facebook as a sympathy tool! If you really need to get sympathy from people over facebook to make yourself feel good about yourself you are seriously fucked up and need proper help. Im sure we all have enough shit to deal with in our own lives to want to have to put up with your shit! I prefer people who have the random updates... My friend Amy fascinates me with the random crap she posts- her most recent funny was "Sure the neighbors had to trim their hedge so I cant crap with the door open any more"

My surprise obsession--- DUN DUN DUN!

Okay so I know I talk about it all the time but the whole situation with the Ex's best friend. I always catch myself analysing the whole situation and then posting about it on here. I need to snap out of it and make a decision and get over it. I was fucked over SO WHAT!? People get fucked every day... what makes me so special that I get to make such a big deal out of it? Sure its entertaining but at the end of the day I dont actually care that much about it any more. I think the whole thing that spurred this was I was reading through my older posts and they all seem to be about him.

What a big waste of my time. I could have written many more things about something way cooler... i.e. ME! :D

Thinking about that I just had a mental block when I was planning to write something amazing and insightful about myself :S

I will put it to you- f there is anything about me you would like to know let me know and I will post about it for all to read :D

Anyway just a quick one today

Hope you are all okay!

xoxoxo

La vida loca

,Hey kids!!

So turns out I'm a pretty shifty blogger!

New in my life- I have been researching America more... I'm thinking that I will go on camp America and teach horse riding and see how I like the country and go from there... Sound like a good plan??

Also turns out that the ex's best friend that I was sleepin with has now become a bit creepy slash clingy... I still kind of want to fuck him but I'm having an ethical issue... Do I keep stringing him along to get what I want- I mean at the end of the day he did lie to me... Plus I think he may have a bf now... Who has also been an asshole to me in the past. Do I fuck both of them over to get what I want? Or do I be the bigger person and leave them to it? One is most definitely more fun than the other... Possibly a coin toss moment.

Also I need some advice on other boy related matters.. If a guy comes back to stay after a night in town and you spend the whole next day together and the boy suggests that you go to the movies together soon- what are the chances tha he likes you? I would have thought a bit high... But then we decide to just watch a mvie at my place and he comes over and doesn't try to make any kind of move... What's the deal then??? He's fucking sexy and I think I like him but I don't know if he likes me back and I'm not in to making myself look like a cunt in public So I don't really want to outright ask... HELP!

Anyway just a quick one today... I have to babysit tonight woohoo lol

hope you are all swell

loves xoxox